Stress

Well, after being more than a month in UNI and ARrrg.!! This is the 1^st time I feel so stress up. SO so stress up, why must it be so tough. Every time I opened my book and study, I use almost an hour just to get through few pages, just don’t know what to say. Every term seems new to me, all the topics are similar to what I learnt but then contents are just like strangers to me.

Classes are taking up most of my time and where is the time for me to study. Just wonder how the rest manage. Now, many topics are piling up because most lecturers just need an hour to finish a topic whereby according to them, they only give us the kick whereby we need to study in depth by our own. Haiz, how nice if there were 48 hours in a day.

Just wonder how the rest is doing in uni. Hope you guys and girls are fine.

No MOre Working Schedule

After working for 3.5 months in PDI PADINI CONCEPT STORE BKT, finally my contract is automatically terminated today 30/4/2010. Anyway I stop working since 28/4/2010 due to claiming of my 2 days annual leave plus off day. So, I am officially unemployed.

In this duration of 3.5 months, I really learn a lot and get to know many friends with different attitude. Before being expose to my duty in PDI, I thought my job is just folding shirt and serving customers when there are customers. But I am totally wrong, my job wasn’t only that, my job include those as well as altering jeans and slacks for customers, as well as cleaning my counter every morning, receiving new and old stocks 3 to 4 times per week, counting them and arranging them. My responsibilities become even more heavier when 3 of my seniors left us, leaving behind me and another girl (Yee Theng) where we became the oldest staffs in PDI. We were so called the PIC-Person In Charge of PDI. There on, our responsibilities include typing D/O for transfering of stock, calling the socks’ supplier to supply us more socks, interview people as well as hiring new staffs, make sure our staff don’t do any mistake and so on.

Of course, despite all those duty and responsibilities, I do enjoy myself working in PDI, where I have all kind of colleagues, pretty lazy funny piggy lame muscular timid people, where we play a fool around, grouping sharing jokes and talking all the time when there is no customers, of course when it comes to work we do our job properly.

After working for quite some time (my longest job so far), the memory and experience gained there surely are precious and unforgetable. Just wanna take this opportunity to thank all my colleagues for the coorperation.

PDI’s STAFFS- KEIK WEE, YEE THENG, MICHELIE, SUAT HOON, MEI YEE, JASON, STEPHY, HUA TAT.

CARING FROM THE HEART, ALWAYS…!!!

100th post

ok today post actually got nothing to do with d title, it’s just as a deco because i saw people often do this putting no. of post as their title. Maybe it’s kinda late to this, but I wanna take this opportunity to share my thoughts of FORM 6.

Well, after SPM my mind is just about getting scholarship and further my studies. However, my hope was gone when I got my result on 12/3/07 if not mistaken where i got b3 for mandarin and est. Anyhow I was shortlisted for interview for JPA and Petronas which I was never offered by either one. So, my next stop-FORM 6.

When thinking of FORM 6, the first idea which came across my mind was back to school again with uniform. I thought STPM is just a normal easy sap sap water exam just like UPSR PMR SPM whereby last minute study will do. But after being expose to the real study syllabus and all, I find it I got it all wrong. STPM is actually a very challenging and tough examination whereby we need constant study and hard work to score. It’s when I really put my effort to study. Apart from gaining knowledge and experience, I get to know a whole lot bunch of great friends- Abel, Ben, Pei Ern, Darren, Davin, Jia Huoy, Wan Luan, Siro, Stephanie, Siva, Shubada, Shamini, Thiru, Marvin, Lillian, Khai Lynn, Su Ling, Hui Shi, Jaya, Aaron, Wei Loong, Alwin, Ying Fang, Alexis, Hui Wen, Hui Xiang, Cheryl, Lily, Bee Yin, Boon Oong, Xiau Huey, Jivi, Tee Ee Lien, Teoh Ee Lien, Zheng Yii, Fui Teng, Wen Yun, Jacqueline, Yeow Sheng, Pei Ling, Chin Kuan, Cui Ting, Elaine, Eileen, Sherlyn and much much more la. I also found the one I love Oh Siew Pei, hehe. Anyway, miss the time we go Loh Mee, holiday trip, KPA recycling campaign, KPA holiday to Langkawi, Melaka trip of photography club++++ Wanna thank you guys and girls for the great memory. Friendship forever. I miss the time in class too, with Mr. Radha teaching Ben askin some funny questions, Mr. Haierul teachin everyone sleeping, haha… Pn. Rabiah teachin with her lame and some funny joke, Mr. Chan wit his duka-cita la, Pn. Vanaja with her big L and Pn. Elizabeth with her love story.

Failing to get scholarship but in exchange I get a whole great experience and great friends. I feel myself getting more mature in thinking. I would also really thank all the teacher for the results I get either in exam as well as koko. Although I am not a four flatter, but still wanna thank Pn. Vanaja for her chemistry teaching, Pn Rabiah for her math 1, Mr Chan for Math 2, Pn. Pang and Mr. Radha for PA, Mr Haierul for Bio, Pn. Elizabeth for MUET, and also my tuition teacher Mr. Jason for Physics, Chemistry and Biology, Pn. Nor Salwati for KPA and Bowling Club. Without all these teachers, I won’t get the result I got today. THANKS from the bottom of my heart.

After all, FORM 6/STPM is a worth thinking course to take and shouldn’t be put as the last choice, because one can really train himself/herself to be independent and gain many great expereinces. After all, it’s FREE.

So, now everyone will take a different path. Some might enter the same Uni as me, some might not, some might go private, some might start to work, but let us all do our best k….. As what Pn. Zaiton always say, ACS-ian boleh..!!!

It’s so troublesome

STPM results was out a week ago n all stpm-ers can start applyin for university. It’s really a very troublesome matter because of the uncertainties in our application. There is no 100% assurance that we will get the course we apply for unless we got a CGPA of 4.0 after adding our CO-CURRICULUM marks.

Anyway, all the best to all STPM-ers including me.. haizz….

1 more day

1 more day 1 more day… 1 more day to..??

STPM result..?? NAWW NOT THAT EARLY

MUET result..?? NAWW IT JUST CAME OUT FEW DAYS AGO

WORKING..?? YAYA… that’s it..

haha anyway jus random.. lol blog being abandoned for quite some time. lol.

PHYSICS 2 down

1030am today marked half of my stpm journey, so now it’s all paper 1 and math paper 2. It’s time to make up for our lost in our previous papers. Let’s do our best.

Half way through..

STPM is still going on, but yesterday I almost lost my will to continue the war. It’s like “damm, why am I this stupid and careless?” I really tried my best in doing all my studies but the examination shows that it’s still not enough. Few days before, my self-confidence were like being smashed bits by bits until  math paper yesterday, it’s like ka-boom and a whole lots of marks were washed down the drain, my hope shattered. However, after one whole day of grudging and dissapointing, I realised I shouldn’t be doing those.

Just imagine we are in a war with 500 people on our side and 1000 on the enemy side. We are out-numbered and the best way to survive seems to be surrending ourselves. But is that the best choice we got. The answer is simple and it’s a no, because we won’t know whether we will survive if we surrender anyway. So the best choice is continue fighting because the probability of winning is not zero unless we give up, it’s is just lower.

I realise if I continue to be down, I will not even get a place in the university. I still have a chance to cover back my mistakes. All the papers we had done were all paper 2 and they only covers ranging from 50-62.5 marks of our total marks. So, even if I lost many marks in those papers. There is still a chance for me to score high CGPA, even that means I need to score 100% in my paper 1. Although the chance is slim, but again the probability is not zero, nothing is impossible.

Anyway, just to express and to share my thoughts with those who is too stress up or who wouldn’t mind reading this.

All the best for the rest of the papers.

Farewell Darren

Darren Singam a/l Victor George got a scholarship and left us to Cuba on 23/9/2009. No word can describe our feeling.

A video clip which shows our memory together….

All best best to you….

Report Card Day

Yea, the title says it all. Today is my school report card day and it’s time for interaction between parents and teachers. Nevertheless, I don’t see this as a normal report card day. For me, this particular day is the time where I should know where I am standing in my studies and this day also marks the 4 months and 3 weeks countdown to STPM, an examination which determines my future, and also most of upper 6 students.

People are saying to get 4 flat or rather a 4.0 in STPM is difficult, as in very difficult and I totally agree with this statement, and so the only way to achieve this is to study smart and study hard. But yet after everything I have done, I feel I have done enough and give my everything, but the result i get is still far from what I desire. Is this my limit? Or is it just impossible to get what I target for?

Of course this doesn’t mean I have already given up. If this is my limit, I will try to break this limit, if this is impossible, I will try making it possible. This is because God created us human with wonderful abilities, the strength and the courage to overcome every obstacles in front of us. It is just the matter of whether we want to provoke it or not.

There’s once during Leo Forum in Penang, a talk was given by Billy on the title ‘Dare To Fail’. If not mistaken, Billy took part in the general election a few times as private candidate and he fail each time, yet he never give up because he practises ‘Dare To Fail’. Fail is not the end of everything, because from failing you will learn something, you will gain experience.

Of course I am not saying we should fail STPM, what I am trying to say is even if we don’t do well in examination in school, our courage shouldn’t be shattered easily because we should ‘Dare To Fail’. After learning and gaining experience, eventually we will succeed, if we do our very very very best and never give up.

*Anyway just some thoughts which pop up suddenly.

*Target 4.0. Gambateh.!!!!!

Dragon Ball GT

As I said previously, I am relaxing myself during this holiday with nothing much achieved right, one of the stuff I do everyday is going on9 and watch Dragonball GT in youtube.

Ya I know this manga was like so outdated but still, I am a fans of dragonball since I was a little boy. I used to read the same dragonball comic over and over again and never get bored. I am still doing that now and I have the whole collection of dragonball comic from 1 – 42 except 27 which I lost it.

Anyway this is just a random post coz I dunno what to update but still am updating something as there is some1 asking me to update. lol……